I never realized how much of a bitch I was until this week.Everything seems to irritate the shit out of me,I get mad when the dusty dudes that check into my hotel try to flirt with me or stare too long,every question that any one seems to ask me seems like the dumbest question in the fucking world,the weather sucks...shit's just been "off" with me,for some reason or another.I have a SNAPPY rebuttal for ANYTHING thrown my way.I desire to cut people the fuck up with my words. It's so weird because I used to be timid,I used to be afraid of confrontation, but now, I exercise my right to reciprocate the emotional distress placed upon me by people and their stupid ass questions,inaproppriate remarks, or my favorite:those who simply think that a seemingly mild-mannered chick who speaks proper english WON'T retaliate. That USED to be the case, but some where,, some how, a BITCH was born....but WHY am I a BITCH?!?! And, is this a bad thing??
I have to credit some of my bitchiness to the "company I keep" I have some friends who are pure and utter bitches....to the core of their souls. BUT I have friends who are almost DISGUSTINGLY sweet,and don't have a single malicious bone in their perfect size 2 bodies.....THOSE are the friends that tend to come to ME, upset about their romantic circumstances and being continuously trampled over by inconsiderate guys,and rejoice like a retarded kid at a carnival as I regale them with verbal demolishment of the said fellow.lol In so many ways, I'm no different from these girls.I can be, and usually am as sweet as a pea and as refreshing as a mentos.BUT,I've learned that my preferred method of "building a bridge and getting the fuck over it" is BITCHINESS.
The thing that sets me apart from all you OTHER bitches, I think, is the fact that I'm not a bitch that can be identified by a single glance....at a a glance, I appear to be JUST what I am:a sweetheart, BUT as of late, my tolerance for dumb,non-relevant,unimportant bullshit has been at an all time low.I TELL people that they are getting on my nerves (I've hung up in QUITE a few faces this week) in the sweetest way possible, to give them a chance to either accept of deflect....that simple. Like I said, this week has been a week of recognition for me...I've realized that I've been very bitchy. If my bitchiness has at all affected you, I'm sorry...that ur so fucking annoying. Fuck you and have a nice day =0)
