Shit that goes through my mind...I'm thinking, even when Im NOT thinking...

When there are days of silence between my friends and I...I get the feeling that it's the beginning of something ending. :/

I don't like when people change, but that's all that I want to do.

There are worse things I could do. But, I'm too nice. Or rational?

People can be pretty or cute, but only some people are beautiful.I defy "Beauty" by a person's heart. Beautiful people are the ones I won't let go. Not without a fight.

I wonder if the people I hold dearest,even realize what they mean to me...I have a funny way of showing things.

I hope at the end of the day,when all is said and done, I'm happy.

I pray that God places the people I "need" in my life and removes the ones that I don't...I won't ask any questions...I will just go with the flow of things.

I think people take my kindness for weakness, but also my sometimes shyness/quietness as being a stuck up bitch...not the case at all.

I'm feeling more and more rounded everyday and am finally at a point where I feel like I CAN actually make myself happines...which is what I set out to accomplish BEFORE I get into a new relationship, and I finally think that in 2011, I'm gonna actually date,since I did almost NONE of that this year...who knows, it may lead to a relationship...a SHORT term one(thats all Im ready for...lol)

I have my days where I count my blessings and feel so Blessed, and then I have days where I count my sorrows and feel broken....hoping to find balance

Sometimes I absolutely HATE to be alone...the quiet SCREAMS the truth

Im hoping that 2011 will be better than 2010. 2010 was actually a good year for me, I just hope 2011 is better(nothing wrong with an upgrade)