Tuesday, November 2, 2010

RED Brick Road


I dont know what it is but i always go back to what i am comfortable with...
its evident that i see good in everyone...it clear that i Love to Love.Im a realist,BUT I always try to find the silver lining in any person OR situation when it comes to viewing the light at the end of the tunnel...nothing is ever certain and nothing is ever promised,BUT life is MAINLY what you make of it. I use to follow the line because i was told to...then i realized i was never a follower nor a leader...i marched by myself and people seemed to accept then learn to respect...i strive for perfection but its in my own little twisted sense...i believe that people dont try to be different for the sake of originality...they are just brave enough to show the world who they really are...I'm no different.There are soooo many things about myself (as a person) that I fucking love. I have a heart of gold, I would do ANYTHING for ANY one of my loved ones.I know that a HUGE part of why I am the way I am is because I ALWAYS put myself in other people's position...I ALWAYS ask myself "what if it were ME" and I act according to how my heart is lead and what I hope someone would do for me. I love life,I love people,and I ADORE the people IN my life because I know that they are all there for a reason and ALL contribute or contributed to the person I am.I try to be hard, but i wear my heart on both sleeves and sometimes i wish i could laser it off...i learned that this is what life is about....you make mistakes for souvenirs...so when you look at them you never follow that fucking red brick road again....I'm learning,Im accepting,and Im GROWING and I couldnt be happier. I don't know where this rando post came from, but I'm happy it did and Im happy to be able to share how Im feeling....2 years ago, this would NOT have be the case whatsoever...I'm happy, im taking these steps/having my fumbles while walking down this RED brick road....I'm counting my steps along the way and remembering how each one has made me better =0)